The H.I.M. Series

HAVING IN ME  

His hands are rugged enough 
To make this  muddied body feel beddable; 
And that is the shame. Fine, I cannot 
Come without minding myself a marionette  

That, gagged in darkness, or — Below
the unkind shadow of (t)his  Webbed
lamp — those fiercely 
Bright hands: blue, pulse pink with blood.  

Another address on a simmered Sunday 
Ignored the warning, the burning sands 
Glowing palms to prod me, to  
Massage and remold me, to 

Spin me senseless on a kick-wheel.  
To him I am a jug, folded on all fours. Left
dripping and panting, macerated 
Under the horrifying weight of a thin white sheet.  

HAVING IN MANY 

One of these lonely days  I believe I may
awake and find  that I have written an
errorless novel in full;  All of life’s
sequences distilled, evaporated through
prose, I suppose. Like a carpet caked and
weighed with earth  Subscribed

HAVING IN MOUNTAINS

Bring bring bring your
Unholiest ugly pointing the    
dirtied nail in 
the browned water, no category for the shine 
or split tongue to (un)mention 
the distance in rear 
clear as streetfog. 
Any higher and the phantasma eats the snow. 
Figured you 
are you, carving down my side,
these dimples of black 
earth zipped under to reveal soiled runoff. 
Turning just in spacetime, clean 
finger-side collapses to deafening string. 
I cannot help you up, for 
I am taking back this peak, lifting 
my black body to sun. Leaving you to 
browse adjunct and aperture, in
The pitch-slope of my past-forward. 
Ice shelf under the rib broken open 
from hitting hard jive — there you are, sliding 
Down down down mine. 

Rodney Dailey II is an experimental poet from Boston. His work concerns themes of the home, diaspora, belonging, and desire. He currently lives in Iowa City, IA.